Ранние годы[ править править код ] Родился в Цоппоте ныне Сопот , Польша на территории вольного города Данцига ныне Гданьск , Польша в бедной семье аптекаря и неудавшегося оперного певца Бруно Накшиньского и дочери немецкого пастора Зузанны Лутце. В семье было ещё 3 ребёнка старше его Инге, Арне и Ханс-Йоахим. В году семья переехала в Берлин , сняв квартиру на Вартбургштрассе, 3. С года Николаус посещал гуманитарную гимназию им. Затем он некоторое время учился в гимназии им. Бисмарка, где его дважды оставляли на второй год.
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He was diagnosed with antisocial personality disorder. Used to act on stage in one-man productions, as no actor would work with him.
Only chose films that took a short time to make and which paid the most. Was completely self-taught as an actor. In his memoirs, the actor claimed that as a child, he had to steal food for his family as his father was out of work.
Laster sind echt. Virtues can be faked. Depravities are real. I choose films with the shortest schedule and the most money. Wer mich beleidigt, entscheide ich.
Exactly like a prostitute. There is no difference. Making movies is better than cleaning toilets. I need air, I need space. There are many and there are none. I sell myself for money. Words today block meanings. Words are losing their value these days.
If someone tells me "This coffee is genius," what does that mean? This is shit. If this coffee is genius, then what does "genius" mean anymore? I become sick. If I was doing a movie that was really bad, I always realized that I had to play my role as good as possible when the camera was on me. The fact that the movie was total shit did not bother me.
But, the man finds himself out of work. It is not my fault that I accepted one movie and turned down another. He does many, many things right. He wants to make history, not movies. Anyone who wants to make history is stupid. I never said money is freedom! I said money buys freedom. What does that mean, money is freedom? This is ridiculous: Money is freedom. It means nothing. What do you think, that a dollar in a savings account is freedom?
Maybe you have understood nothing I have said. You are trying to make me sound like an American average citizen. The jungle is life itself. We invaded it. We shaved the jungle and made a stinking camp in the middle of it. Radios blaring. It was disgusting. Sometimes, my heart hurts so much, I beat it with my fists. I try to run. But you cannot run away from this.
You cannot run from it. Wherever you run, it waits for you. Even when you think you have escaped it, it is there, where you have run to. It waits for you, to ambush you. It is like those vines called lianas, those tropical creepers that grow around you and strangle you. You cut off one branch, but there is another that grows.
You leap over the wall of one ghetto and find yourself in another ghetto. Do you ask a car crash for another take? Do you ask a volcano for another take? Do you ask the storm for another take? But I cannot explain this. I could be with a woman in a bed, for weeks even and it would seem to me like three seconds.
Or years. There is no time sense because of things that are going on in you. But every time, even with someone I But whenever I was with a woman, I always sort of want another one. So there was always another one. I had to learn this. I knew there were, in myself, the souls of millions of people who lived centuries ago - not just people but animals, plants, the elements, things, even, matter - that all of these exist in me, and I felt this. OK, this pushed and pushed and pushed. OK, that was the beginning And through the years it became clearer and clearer, this thing; it started to separate itself.
And took more of me. In this moment, I let it do it, because I wanted, I had to be this person. And as I was led to doing it, there was then no way back.
And the more I tried to do it, the more I hated it. But there was no way back anymore; it was always going farther and farther and farther.
Until one day, when I was walking through the streets of Paris, I started crying, because I could look at a man, a woman, a dog, anything, and receive it, anything, everything; there was no difference between physical and psychological. I felt like I was breaking out, breaking up, receiving everything, every moment, even things I did not see.
There is no turning back from this. But this danger is the power you have. It is this same power that lets you hold an audience when you are on a stage. Then it is a concentration, the same concentration that in kung fu is used for the kick that kills or to break a table with your hand. It means that you are sure of the power and that you relinquish yourself to it. The ultimate acting is to destroy yourself. See also.
Kinski uncut : the autobiography of Klaus Kinski